Used to it

Hi.~ we're kinda drifting apart now, and I don't know why and how to not let it happen. Used to it already.. The way you treat me I'm used to it. The pain numbed my heart and now it doesn't feel any pain anymore. No matter what I do, it just won't satisfy you. I'm lost. I don't know what you want or need. I'm exactly feeling that way shown in the picture.

-Joash

What happened to us </3

Dunnoe what happened to you... Did I did something wrongly? Why don't you tell me?... How am I suppose to know without you telling me anything....? You aint scared of losing me...

Drifted Miles Apart</3

Hello people... 24 more days to our 8 Monthsary.. I hope we can last long? Lately, there's some misunderstandings and obstacles between us I guess.. Seriously it's less than a day and you can forget everything so quickly.. Nvm... Maybe I asked too much? Felt like I'm nothing to you anymore. Trying so hard to spend time with you to let you forget those hurtful memories you had with him and me. But I guess I failed. I'll keep on trying till the day where you really doesn't need me anymore.. You changed everything yesterday. Your bio for your blogs, the picture and name. It's so easy to forget me. Ah nvm, I forgot we drifted miles away during these few days. Just hope we can last? You have already gave up on yourself.. What I do won't change the situation anymore right? But I won't give up till the day you love other guys.. -Joash

Again !

Hahaha Heylo peepo !!! Brought music to walk walk with baby piggy again ! He keep smacking her ass hahaha pervert pig ! :O I must run away from him liao.~ tomorrow no exam but got test for me ! And and piggy got his English and SS exam ! :O all th best kays ? After exam we can enjoy le ! But then... I going Malaysia so... Th time will be shorten :/ sorry uh... I'll try to text you through viber , text or others ? Haha but still good luck , all th best or whatever shit lahh ! Jiayou for tomorrow's exams hor ! Byieee ! -KeYing ^^

I won't give up❥

Haiz I don't know what happened to my baby piglet lately.. :( I've tried my best to be a good boyfriend lerh lehh :( izit not enough..? I will keep on trying ;') I won't give up on you de! These few days I slept so early because my parents keep taking my phone away.. Gahh I think you won't even believe me.. But it's the truth.. :/ I wanna have more and more happy memories with you.. :D I won't give up on us no matter what☻ Lastly, I want my baby piglet to be a cheerful piglet again! <3 I love you baby❤ -Joashh✪

J'Cube day !

Went out with Juleen and baby piggy today ! :D To celebrate Juleen's birthday luh.~ But then those juniors keep calling us th J's family ! :O LOL ! I don't wanna pop out a daughter hor ! Me not mommy ! >< After watching Th huger games , 'someone' keep nagging to go Bugis for neoprints... So we took neoprints with him XP haha like what he said , th first one was super unglam and 2nd one was awesome and perfect . ^^ hehe can't stop looking at it now . Shall post a nicer view one by scanning it into th computer next time . Baby piggy saw me pierced my ear then he don't dare to pierce liao ! haha keep asking me whether is it pain anot >< so long winded ! haiyo ! gonna send him to lao ren yuan next time . ;) 7 months 1 day , will last . hehe (: -KeYing ^^

NeoPrints❤

Hello people! :D Hehe(: tdy got early dismissal and went out to celebrate Juleen's birthday with my baby piglet! ❤ went to Nex to watch movieeeeee and we mess the theatre with popcorns! LOL... I feed my baby piglet popcorns and drink xP hahahahahahaha. After that we went to Bugis :D took neoprints! ❤❤ first time taking neoprints lololol. But the second time was awesome! <3 I love today lah! Anw baby must study hard Kay?! :) lastly I love my baby piglet❤ 7 Months 1 day(: -Joashh

7th monthsary .

Hey , I'm back . Yesterday was too lazy to blog 2 blogs . >< so... I blogged mine only , but today special , it's our 7th monthsary , I have to at least blog something ? Tomorrow is Juleen's birthday , gonna celebrate with piggy... Hope it's fun ? We're getting more and more awkward... We've been so close together and *proof* we drifted . Can we like few days ago ? MYE coming super soon , maybe I shall just let piggy focus on his studies first bahh . Sleep soon.~ kthxbyee -KeYing ^^

Are we drifting?

Haha today's event was going perfectly alright.. Had a damn damn short night walk around the lvl 3 with my babyy(: but the only thing I dislike most is when you always hide and don't wanna let me see what you're doing.. Its not that i dont trust you.. Its just that i wanna see what you are doing.. Maybe you're tired bah.. Same situation as 12 April.. Well luckily I didn't annoy you much.. Or else it would be the fourth time you say I'm annoying... I hope tomorrow will be a better day for us? I don't want us to drift apart.. we've made the distance between us shorter and shorter, then why is it going back to how it used to be? Gahh, you're tired bahh.. No matter how you treat me, I just want you to be safe. I admit I'm annoying, i will try my best not to annoy you that much.. T.T -Joashh

Stupid me..

Haiz today didn't go out with her.. She was studying with a few guys and I didn't want to distract her.. But if I don't go, she thought I'm tired of being with her like what she said on twitter.. What to do :'( but in the end I chose to not distract her.. And now I felt like we've drifted a bit :'( sigh.. I think I made the wrong choice.. :/ Stupid me :( But remember this.. I won't stop loving you.. I love you baby piglet..❤ -Joashh

Awesome❤

Heylo people xP Im gonna post about yesterday because ytd my parents took my phone and don't allow me to use my computer... :/ haha anyways I loveeeee ytd<3 studied a while with my babyy piglet and after that she went home to bring music down :D Music is in love with GUYS. LOLOLOL. HAHAHA took a lot of picture with music xP but of course I did take picture of my baby piglet :P studyy hard uh piglet! I love you❤ ^^ -Joashhツ

Walkiee ! ^^

Heylo peepo ! Walk walk with Music after studying with baby piggy today ! :D Music is like attached to him and laid on his lap attempting to sleep , but then those passer by wake her up... :/ and and piggy took a lot of photo with her today ! But... It's not with me... :(( haha that dumb pig forgot to take his wallet from me , so I have to pass it to him tomorrow ! >< Haiyo ! Piggy having STM liao ! :O Today keep kenna nagged by him to do that complicated maths worksheet ! >:( It's time for me to nag him liao ! ^^ muahahahaha ! >:) Hope we can spend more of our time like this . hehe . :$ -KeYing ^^

APPLE HAIRSTYLE ! Nice ? 

START STUDYING !

HEYLO PEEPO ! ^^ hehe , one more week to MYE le ! Start studying kays ?? I this year streaming.~ But then I don't really give a damn . Haha xP That's me ! ^^ I just wanna get good results , no matter what class I'm in , I'll still don't give a damn . :P hahaha PIGGY STUDY HOR ! Next year Os le ! Must get good results ! So that I can use you as good model kays ? :D err... okayyy , out of words once again , haven take off my lens yet . >< Lazy meeee ! -KeYing ^^

Wished I've got more time with you❤

Hiie.~ Today's rehearsal was going smoothly xP but I don't get to slack with her.. :/ but it's okayy.. Next time maybe.. I just hope I can spend more time together with her.. :( she's going Malaysia from June to July.. So gonna miss her.. Well I have got around just 5 months to spend my time together with you, if 2012 is real.. I wished it's a fake one.. I wanna be with you.. Haha kinda emo today. Don't know why ._. Kinda love today(: get to see you smiling happily.. :D Anyways, I Hope that we can get good results for both our studies especially your maths.. :) kay that's all I guess :') hehe, I love you❤..(: -Joash

MYE !

Hmm... we're kinda like playing who's post got th most viewers O.o soo... PLEASE view mine ! hahaha MYE coming le.~ Anyone wanna be my study buddy ? haha I'm despo for study buddy now.~ xP 4 days to 7th month yea ? haha that's fast.~ can't wait for 1 year , it will come , SOON ! teehee , out of words . kaysthxbyee ? -KeYing ^^

I wished you were here❤

Helloooooo :D today went to East Coast Park to cycle with my family :B We cycled to Jetty ;D The view there is awesome.. I wished you were there with me.. :( But it's okayy^^ I will bring you there with me soon :P 4 more days to Our 7th Month<3 And 2 months and 1 day to my birthday! :$ I hope I can spend my birthday with you..<3 Hehe^^ Anyway, I want us to get good results for our MYE! Studyy hard uh baby pig :B After MYE we will play like siaoooo^^ I Love You..<3 Muacks! :* -Joashh❤

Bored yea ?

Today is freakinggg bored , dint go out with him today... that's why ^^ hehe , this guy is trying to make me lovesick . :$ I was like lying on th sofa watching tv from th morning till 10+pm... >< I wanna sit on th sofa watch movie with him.~ haha I saw this scene on drama , and it's super sweet can ! <3 Friday got super early dismiss ! Gonna celebrate Juleen (My beloved Junior)'s Birthday ! :D haha hope it's fun . ^^ 5 days to 7th month and 2 months 2 days to your birthday . Piggy , wanna celebrate your birthday too ? hehe , muackzzz . <3 Love ya ! -KeYing ^^

Missing Her Right Now❤

Goooood Morningggg^^ Hiii(: I'm bored :/ waiting for my baby to wake up.. I er she's sleeping like a pig now^^ If only I am beside her now.. Lol, it's cool if I can stay at her house^^ That day will come.. :D I hope she's awake now.. D: Missing her right now :/ Wooyea! She replied my morning text Le! :DD HAHAHAHA happy die me<3 Super In Love With my Baby Piglet❤. -Joashh^^

7th month soon !

Haha , in 6 days time , it will be our 7th month ! :D I dint expect that I would have such a long term relationship with my baby piggy ! ^^ hehe , poor baby piggy wait for me for almost 5 hours.~ When we sat at th void deck , he's trying to teach me Maths , but then it's like very long winded , so... I don't give a damn and just close my eyes and goes 'lalalalalalala' in my mind ! xP Played th 'horny' twitter thingy with him again.~ This time , more people mentioned me , which is super embarrassing... my reputation confirm drop to th bottom of th sea liao lahh ! Fank youh very th much uh ! >< But... I still love my piggy . ^^ teehee . -KeYing^^

Slacking❤

Hellloooooo people^^ Today waited for my Dear Baby Piglet for about 5hrs! But it's worth it^^ haha xP It's fun to be with her.. :D Tdy's slacking was teaching her some maths questions but she closed her eyes and smile smile xP Lololol such a funny and cute girl :P Haha, I want to spend more time tgt with you.. :) Gonna cherish every moment I have with you^^ 6 more days uh❤ Hehe I think that's all about it xP I Love You<3 ---JoashhxD

Err.. Hi ?

Hiieee.~ Jane here ! ^^ Hahaha just being random here cos that dumb pig (Joash Poon) wants me to post something which I don't know what to post . O.o Oh ya ! hahahaha , all th best for MYE in 10+ days time ! :O JIAYOU uh baby piggy ! <3 Okayy , I'm out of words now.~ Byieee.~ :D Love my pigg ! <3 haha
-KeYing ^^

I'm So Dumb..

Hello people^^ It's my first time blogging :/ Tdy I'm really dumb.. I actually asked her to go home earlier.. Because she seems tired :( and I didn't knw that she actually wanted to spend time with me.. Foolish me.. I really hope I will become smarter.. Obstacles... Please leave us! I don't want us to drift any further because of some misunderstandings and obstacles.. I Will Love You Forever And Always, baby<3 -Joashhh^^