Used to it

Hi.~ we're kinda drifting apart now, and I don't know why and how to not let it happen. Used to it already.. The way you treat me I'm used to it. The pain numbed my heart and now it doesn't feel any pain anymore. No matter what I do, it just won't satisfy you. I'm lost. I don't know what you want or need. I'm exactly feeling that way shown in the picture.

-Joash